Marceila da Cruz has had enough of living a difficult life far away from his family. The 57-year old recently received a letter from his eldest son, imploring him to return to Timor Leste and join his family.

However, after three-former pro-integration militiaStanis Maubere, Jose Mausorte and Candido Marianowere shot dead two weeks ago, Marceila has changed his mind about going home.

After the central government stopped all aid to former militias a