That morning Haydr Hadi, wrapped in a white blanket on bed number 5, was staring at the door leading out of the class III room in Ward B of the Christian University of Indonesia hospital, Jakarta. The 28-year-old man watched the busy traffic of people fly past the door. His gaze was friendly and a wide smile appeared on his face when TEMPO approached him and invited him to speak. He raised his hand gently in order to insist on a few cond