Arifuddin Lako, known simply as Iin Brur, knows all too well how unpleasant it is to live on the run. His six years in hiding until 2009 were far from tranquil as he continued to tiptoe around the special counterterrorism squad's radar following his involvement in the assassination of prosecutor Ferry Silalahi in 2004.

On the run, he was haunted by the faces of his family, particularly his mother. The man from Poso, South Sulawesi, felt guilty be