IF those bombs not only shocked us, but angered and saddened us; if some people cried that morning when two explosions killed nine people and wounded an unknown number of others at the Ritz Carlton and JW Marriot hotels in Jakarta, then what is really going on? I do not know the exact answer. The dead and wounded are ghastly enough, but I did hear conversations and read mobile phone messages, and probably can say that we are angry, sad and crying